While in San Carlos, we stayed with host families. In just a few days, I was able to form connection with them. There were just a very friendly family. I know that when I told them about money they would receive for having me, they did not want to take it. Only after much pleading and explaining did they accept it. To compensate though, they made very delicious suppers, probably some of the best I have had while here, and they did this all while not having a lot. (It would have been very easy just to keep the money for a truly special occasion). Even when I surprised them by not liking café and preferring pan (bread) to tortillas, they quickly offered for the next meal pan and atole (a warm, starchy, drink that can be made from grains like corn or oats). It was hard to believe that after 5 days, they were sad to see me go. We had only spent the evenings together, but I spent it talking and teaching them a card game which we played almost every night. I was a little sad, but I think right now I can feel sad. First of all, my thoughts and prayers are with my family and friends. I know there is only so much of myself I can give to others. I think too that right now I am staying a bit closed. I don’t want to become attached to anything I can have for a long time. I know I need to open up to others, and probably God for that matter too, but with everything being different here, it is hard to open up the last thing left that vulnerability has not touched and that I seemingly control.
On Sunday, before leaving for Cobán, the next city, I went to Sunday mass with Abi and a volunteer that was living there. To my surprise, the priest welcomed us saying “Bienvenidos a los Norteamericanos y Puerto Píquenos que están aquí para participar en la misa con nosotros. Que ellos tengan éxito en todo su trabajo.” He wished us all success in our work. The volunteer had apparently talked with the priest a week before about all of us coming. (And the priest warned all the churchgoers the week earlier that there would be a lot more gringos in the town in the coming week and that they should be extra warm and inviting for us.) The priest probably said a bit more, but that was all I could here during the beginning of mass. Then, as the priest was processing out, he picked me out to say welcome to the parish again (I guess it was not that difficult to find one of the only guys on the “women´s” side of the church (for some reason, men and women were basically divided to a side of their own) and not to mention I was the only grandote and canche (giant and blond) in the entire church.
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